Living in the here and now
In the 'Practical Help' section of this blog I've recommended three books up to now, 'Contented Dementia' by Oliver James, 'Somebody I Used to Know' by Wendy Mitchell and 'Five Ingredients' by Jamie Oliver (that last obviously isn't aimed at those with dementia but has transformed our lives anyway by inspiring me to cook quick and interesting meals rather than a weekly menu on repeat). I now have another book to add to the list which is 'My Bonnie; How Dementia Stole the Love of my Life' by John Suchet. A friend had told me about a programme John had been on recently to promote a book written by his new wife but his was one I'd heard about a long time ago, had meant to buy but never quite got round to it. The programme prompted me to have another look and now I can't put it down. Although not yet very far into the book what has struck me is how often he is about to remind Bonnie about something they've done or a place they've been in the past when he manages to stop himself by saying 'don't try and bring her into my world'. I do this a lot, thinking it's helping by giving us common ground and something to talk about but this had made me think. Does Ash remember or is he just agreeing with me because he doesn't want to admit that the memory's gone? Does he feel uncomfortable because he doesn't remember or is he ok with me 'reminding' him? Having thought about it my new challenge now I've decided is to try and stop mentioning things we've done in a previous life. I'll still have the memories but I've realised I don't need to discuss them. Instead I can hug them tightly to me and use them when times are difficult. Ash really doesn't need those memories (he's more than happy in the 'here and now' which is something I'm actually quite proud of) and I know they're not going to disappear just because we don't talk about them any more but I'm so glad we made them.
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I say this because my beloved loves nothing more than to talk about the past, in fact he tells the same stories (places we’ve visited, his past career etc) over and over again. What he doesn’t like mentioning are generally to do with the sports he can no longer participate in (Tennis, being the main one). So in our case the ‘past’ is a lovely place to revisit, it’s the ‘here and now’ (short term memory) he has difficulty with.
Only you know what works for you as a couple. Obviously if certain subjects cause distress, then I’d avoid them ‘like the plague’, but if they give the person with dementia pleasure to be reminded of, especially if you back them up with photos, I can’t see that’s someting to avoid.
Here’s an idea.....why not ask your loved one? They may surprise you with their answer. 😊
If I want to reminisce with my beloved, I don’t say much, but I get out the old photographs or look that place up on my iPad. He can’t resist asking what I’m looking at, which then sets the scene for a lovely discussion. Naturally, he can’t remember the details, and I don’t remind him if he remembers something incorrectly. It really doesn’t matter.
Plus, I always ask him if he WANTS to talk about something, whatever the subject. I never ‘push’ it......