Things might just work out
No post yesterday even though I promised I was back on track but am hoping that, if I tell you Ash came through at 4.20am yesterday to ask if it was time to get up, you might understand why I wasn't up to writing anything. To be honest I only managed to get through the day with the help of two naps, one straight after lunch and the other at the end of the afternoon.
I survived however and just thought I should let you know that the carer experience appears to have been a success. I know it's only been one visit but it looks as though its done Ash the world of good. He seems more confident, he's been chattier than I've seen him in months and, best sign of all, he asked when L was coming again. I'm trying not to let my hopes rise too high because I'm fully aware that there's every likelihood it will all come crashing down again but, if I tread very, very carefully, I think it might just all work out.